you know what? i'm struggling fighting against myself, there are things that i really have to force myself to the limits, the war is there, in the soul, in the heart, in the minds, in everywhere..
sometimes, it become so hard as breathing become harder and harder and harder, and i just need to fight.. i know there is something wrong, maybe inside maybe outside, but who knows??
i looking back there is no way out, i looking forward i getting confused which way i got to go? the option is in my hand, but at the end will i survive?
i dreams a lot. yes, they said it such not a good idea, but i keep dreaming, of life in possible way or not. its not a matter to make it real, its just a matter of the sweetness in dreaming..
i admit i have such a beautiful life. surrounded by beautiful people beautiful love.. i do love it. no word can describe it.
the Prophet Muhammad saw was so right "the biggest fight is the fight of your soul, your heart" so he said..
and it become my battle this onwards..
intanhafizah
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